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13 August 2011 @ 04:31 pm

I feel like i am never going to be loved more or even as much as i love others... My family only seems to love or care about me when ive got something they want...

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12 August 2011 @ 12:11 pm

Today im reflecting on my feelings, ive been super depressed lately and i figured maybe if i start venting my feelongs again, like i did as a teenager this fog will lift again. Maybe?

Today im happy for my sisters but jealous... We are out and about cake testing for my older sisters wedding, also talking about plannig my youger sisters baby shower(2nd baby, little girl)

Im so excited to be a bridesmaid and an aunty again but feel so left behind, where's my happy ending? My partner in life? My babies? *sigh*

My heart is still aching from the break up with M, i fucking love that man... *sigh*

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20 February 2011 @ 02:00 am

...youre probably gonna hurt me but i cant stop.

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19 November 2010 @ 05:50 pm
If you could cast one type of magic spell, which would you choose, and why?

A happiness spell, one to bring love, health and happiness into my life lol!
13 October 2010 @ 12:41 am

The night smelled of blood and the cloying scent of jasmine.

She didn't dare move for the fear that he would stop and she couldn't bare the thought. The back of his fingers were trailing over her skin, sliding down her shoulder, down to her elbow.

It was a curious yet familiar exploration of her body, reacquainting himself with her, the one he had once thought he would never spend a night without. The white sheet was so stark against her naked caramel colored skin that it filled him with an almost surprising ache.

In the pale yellow light provided by the lamp post outside their room and the dingy motel curtains that had seen better days, he pressed his lips against the curve of her shoulder blade. He felt rather then saw the hot, fat tears rolling from her eyes as they landed on his arm that was tucked beneath her head but he said nothing.

He knew just as well as she did that tonight was a one and only time, tomorrow they would go back to their separate lives.

(written in bed, im trying to bring my muse back to life... Thus writting when, and what she wants)

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12 October 2010 @ 10:38 pm

Omgosh!! Livejournal has an iphone app!! ...now i will be able to post more often XD granted Ive still got my laptop even tho it is on its way to dying but ive found i do my best musings while away from my computer... Which makes for quite the connundrum O.o also... No spell check?!? Grr

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Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: alejandro- lady gaga
17 July 2010 @ 01:32 pm


It's a couple of months late but this is my little sister on the day of her C-section, giving birth to baby Ejay on the 17th of March!

Current Mood: amusedamused
11 February 2010 @ 02:12 am
...Made my night, was having a crap night and then he accepted my add on fb!!


omg omg omg!! *whimpers*

and for those who don't know who he is... http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Steve_Haworth
Current Location: in bed
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: Mike Rowe's voice
21 January 2010 @ 07:15 pm
Hopefully should have net set up at the end of the week!! Gonna cost like $200 first month and $90 a month but thats not bad for wireless, unlimited. Woot! Also, I realized school starts back in just over a week nervous/excited!!
Current Location: Mum's room
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: TV
17 January 2010 @ 01:45 pm
I have no net(came to nan's to do this) and it's killing me!!
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Current Location: Nan's
Current Mood: coldcold
Current Music: News on tv